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    May 17

    回到地上的生活

    今天听到新闻说
    MSN大面积出现无法登陆的状况
    还好``我的还在运作!
     
    终于
    换了工作``
    我称之为“回到地面生活”
    因为那段杂志社“云上的日子”一去不复返了
     
    现在的我
    生活平淡无奇
    开始需要早8晚5、需要买早餐、挤公车
    开始计划未来的日子是包公车月票还是买自行车
    开始想怎么来分配微薄的工资才至于过上小日子
    开始安慰自己说毕业生都是这个样子我已然幸运
     
    现在的我
    会在早晨的床上偶尔怀念当初可以随意翘班去旅行的日子
    会在办公室里望着窗外的车流和阳光心里喊着“放我出去”
    会前所未有地认真阅读报纸以打发无聊的时光和心心念念
    会看到报纸上出国旅行的广告心驰神往又被现实沉重打击
    会在晚上不多的空闲时光中有意无意地等待他在那里上线
    会在寂寞的时候只望着手机怔怔地发呆联系他却还要多想
    会在偶尔的饭店窗口边望到对面的情侣约会又突然想起他
    会在自己要思考的时候欺骗自己说告诉你了不要多想~~~
     
    现在的我
    有时会惶恐,以后的日子真的要这么过了么?
    有时会安慰,稳定的日子至少比动荡漂泊好。
    有时会沉默,我的青春就这样锁在办公室中?
    有时会解嘲,干脆还是漂泊流浪居无定所吧。
     
    终究
    结果是
    我回到地面生活了
    所有在地面生活的人们
    你们说,在地面的生活好么?

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    Qwrote:
    我一直在地上生活~也是惶恐着。但是,我知道,总有一天,我会做想要做的自己的。
    不要适应,不要麻木,生活,总是会有奇迹的。做好准备,然后,耐心一点等待~
    May 19
    朱 朱wrote:
    我已经过的很麻木了,但是却很清楚这不是我想要的生活
    也许有人会觉得我很不知足,可是这样的生活真的好无趣啊
    May 18

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